March 29, 2010

Never being perfect

Not good enough for myself

Not good enough for anyone else

Always being wrong

Tears streaming

Burning my cheeks

My face turns red

Anger raging inside of me

I just want to be my own person

But no, it is impossible, it’ll never be allowed

Am I warped?

Are my thoughts too paranoid?

Are my emotions too extreme?

Am I taking this the wrong way?

I will never be okay

Always trying to be something that I’m not

And even then, I fail to succeed

Standing to fall

Trying so hard

Sometimes I wonder; “What’s the point? Why am I here?”

Is this only another to chance to get hurt?

Rules, regulations, restrictions

That is what everything is made of

Unable to move

In fear of doing something wrong

I don’t wish for anything good

I will only disappoint you…

Again… and again… and AGAIN

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